Friday, October 23

I hate this week

Here it is on a Friday night and it pretty much puts an end to one of the worst weeks I have had in years. Chemo destroyed my week. If it wasn't one thing it was another. Today it was that my mouth was burning so badly I couldn't eat or drink anything without it feeling like I was swallowing acid. So then nurse gave me some pain killer, which made the pain go away. I happily ate for the first time in about 16 hours and then a few hours later threw it all up again because the pain killer made me queezy. Now I am taking like 3 or 4 different pills/ liquids, to make my mouth better, or to combat nausea, to to make me nauseous (oral chemo), and my mouth stll hurts too much to drink or eat anything.

I've lost 5 pounds this week. And I am frustrated to the point of tears. I really hate my life right now.


1 comment:

  1. Anonymous10:45 AM

    May God wrap His arms gently around you and hold you close in the midst of this horrible week. And may you fell Him doing it, too.


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